Make It Stop
I guess I knew it was coming on Sunday.
I've hit that wall that I hit when I launch a new venture. The I-don't-know-what-I'm-doing-nobody-understands-my-value-I-can't-sell-myself-this-was-a-big- mistake wall.
Stopped eating. Stopped working out. Willing my way through the paralysis.
I will get through this as I usually do. One step at a time. But, for the record, it really really sucks.
24. April 2008 at 9:17 am :
It's not a mistake… and I know the paralysis. Keep breathing!!
24. April 2008 at 11:43 am :
This is NOT a mistake. Sometimes the feelings of ownership can be overwhelming but that doesn't mean you are on the wrong track, it just means you are taking it seriously. That is a good thing, even though it might not feel that way right now. As Cate said, keep breathing!Need a break, let's go for a walk in the park. Call!
25. April 2008 at 8:46 pm :
Dear Liz,
In response to your latest post, I just wanted to check in with you to see how things were going. Better by now I hope!
You are doing the right thing you know. As Thoreau said "most men lead lives of quiet desperation and go to the grave with the song still in them".
So, for all the many (many) times I asked you not to, I tell you now GO SING !
1. May 2008 at 3:02 pm :
I know that feeling. I'm sure you'll make it over that wall. Keep climbing.